Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless
I try to start again

Chorus:
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Сause inside I realize
That I'm the one
Confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options
Left again

Chorus.

I'll paint it on the walls
'Сause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

Chorus.